I
found myself looking at cloud formations. Which is normal unless you
spend the entire day looking at clouds. I was feeling elated and
euphoric. I had just picked up a new job working at Thai restaurant.
I could easily talk to anyone for about thirty minutes until I got
pulled away by another server. It seemed like the customers loved
talking to me as well. They even wanted to shake my hand before they
left. I felt like everyone was my soul mate. This should have been a
warning sign for me. I am usually very shy and keep to myself.
I
was happier than I had ever been in my life! In reality my life
started to fall apart. I called to tell my restaurant job I was
running late but they simply said not to come back. My FL best
friend became frustrated with me because I would lose track of whole
days. I did not know where I had been or what I had done.
I
could not understand why people were upset with me, in my world life
was wonderful! I was happier than I had ever been.
Little
did I know that my mind was starting to become ill. The worst was yet
to come. I started sleeping less. Sometimes only a few hours a night.
My
life was quickly descending into darkness and I was completely
unaware. The skies were filled with dark clouds ready to unleash
their fury into my life.
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